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The Pain or The Wound

23 Sun Dec 2012

Posted by michael4jesus in All Posts, Sexuality

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The Pain or The Wound

One day my heart was wounded
And the pain was deep and strong.
It’s ache was like a bag of bricks
I couldn’t carry long.

I had two paths to treat the wound.
Two sources of advice.
The first one’s name was Lucifer.
The other’s name was Christ.

The first one gave me bandages
To bind the wound up tight
He told me, “Don’t expose the wound
To water, air or light.”

“Put all your focus on the pain
That’s what we need to heal.
You’ll soon forget your wounded heart
If there’s no pain to feel.”

So he subscribed me pain-killers
And drugs of every kind
Some to escape, some to excite,
And some to dull my mind.

He promised he would kill the pain.
He promised sweet relief.
His promises so promising
They almost begged belief.

But one thing he neglected
In his attractive invitation
Was to tell me of the side-effects
Of all his medication.

See, I have taken his advice
Many times in the past.
I’ve found his pain-killers to work.
They’re cheap and very fast.

But they’re also quite temporary
And with returning pain
Comes deeper wounds, and stronger aches
And isolating shame.

And so this time I think I’ll pass.
I’ll try different advice.
And so I took my wounded heart
And offered it to Christ.

He said although he knew the pain
Was deep and strong and real,
It would not go away until
The wound itself was healed.

And so he started to unwrap
The wound that was bound tight.
He said, “We must expose the wound
To water, air and light.”

He said, “This will be painful
But it is the only way.
I’ll be as gentle as I can.
We’ll take it day by day.”

“I’ll comfort you through every step
I’ll never leave your side
And very slowly I’ll unwrap
Your fear and shame and pride.

Until we reach your wounded heart
Until it is laid bare
The pain will still be present
But the healing will start there.

And in the wound I’ll shine my light
To show what was unseen
And there I’ll pour living water
So pure and fresh and clean.

And with my love and grace and truth
Your heart I will restore
And you will find more freedom
Than you ever had before.

And so Christ is the one I choose
His path is hard but real
Into his hands I place my heart
For only he can heal.

by Simon Camilleri 16/9/07

La Confiance

22 Sat Dec 2012

Posted by michael4jesus in Francais

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Le soleil, le ciel
les arbres, les oiseaux,
tout m’appartient
tout est beau

Les montagnes, les collines
les champs et la mer
Oui, tout m’appartient
A moi, ton pere

Tes joies et tes peines,
ton sourire et tes larmes,
Veut-tu qu’ils m’appartiennent?
Enleve les armes

Oeuvre moi ton coeur
je ferai tout de nouveau
les desastres de ta vie
tout sera beau

Noir sera blanc
ton passe detruit
c’est jamais trop tard
de recommencer ta vie!

Je te vois mon enfant
en lisant ces lignes
je vis dans ton coeur
prie pour un signe

Suis ma voix,
douce et profonde
ignore les conseils
des sages de ce monde

Je t’expliquerai un jour
au ciel dans la gloire,
la sagesse derriere
tes sauts dans le noir

La confiance mon enfant,
dans mon amour infini
il ne faut rien d’autre
cela te suffit

Commence-maintenant
confie-moi ta vie
je veux t’aider mon enfant
Oui, Aujourd’hui

Evil Spirits – do they exist? What do they do?

17 Mon Dec 2012

Posted by michael4jesus in All Posts, New age & Demons

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Growing up I heard stories about evil spirits and about haunted houses, I also heard stories of Santa and the tooth fairy. Who to believe?! I then went on to Study mathematics for 4 years, specializing in probability and statistics so lets just say I was a pretty ‘rational’ type of guy! I then went on to become an actuary (who estimate how long you will live, sell you assurance….and make a profit hummm!!). So if you like, life was just one big mathematics equation!

At age 23 a family member fell ill and was placed in a psychiatric hospital, on my first visit I was surprised by how many young people were in there, and also by how few seemed to be getting out! It seemed to me that they weren’t been cured. Little did I know that 2 short years later I would become one of them!

When I fell ill, like so many others, I did not respond to medication – I may as well have been taking lollies. I was aware of an anxiety and of an unrest ‘in me’, like there was something living inside me, upsetting my thoughts. I didn’t want to think this way but I couldn’t stop it! I guess I could compare it to a phobia, those who are afraid of spiders know that it is silly but yet the fear continues – knowing in the head is not the same as believing in the heart! Often it is the same with depression, a depressed person simply does not have the “force” to smile.

To cut a long story short, in the midst of my hell, I got involved in hypnosis and learned how to put myself into a deep trance! Apparently I had a natural inclination towards this and was able to go deep. Sounds interesting right? Want to try? Read on and you may think twice!!

One day, while going into this trance like state, upon closing my eyes I had a vision of Jesus and Mary, their hands open wide and I felt a power around me, a love, a protection. I knew that I had to follow. The next day however I felt the opposite, I became intuitively aware of the presence of evil spirits in my room and cold shivers ran down my spine as my head was once again flooded with thoughts of suicide, thoughts of being mutilated and thoughts of lust.

Satan’s nest had been disturbed and this was just the beginning of my journey towards deliverance in my journey of healing. Some of the evil effects over the years included

– thoughts of dying every waking hour for over 3 years
– thoughts of being stabbed, cut, run over
– being killed in nightmares
– visions of spirits, auras, energies
– physically shaken in bed at night
– muscle cramps, stomach pains
– glued to the bed in the morning, unable to open my eyes or move my body

Not to mention all the other effects such as

– 3 car crashes
– 3 operations (never was even in hospital before all this)
– financial ruin
– destruction of all family relationships
– continual ‘bad luck’ and misunderstandings

But the greatest source of suffering was yet to come! Not being believed by the vast majority of people in the Church. Once I spoke to a priest after having been shaken in my bed the night before, he asked me how I could be sure if it wasn’t my imagination?! I felt like throwing a glass of cold water on him and asking him the same. Credit must be given to the good priests and laypeople who did understand, and especially to my uncle. Their prayers and support have been of untold benefit.

I was most relieved when I had the opportunity to speak to an exorcist, finally I met somebody who was able to understand all these things! I was relieved and at the same time I felt utterly betrayed. Relieved to find understanding and yet betrayed by the countless other priests whom I met who having no understanding of these phenomenon ignored me and ruthlessly passed me off as another unbalanced mental patient.

While in India my understanding of spirituality increased, a very knowledgeable charasmatic priest once said in one of his sermons that in his experience 85% of mental illness are in fact spiritual and I have to say that from what I have personally experienced and from speaking with other people, I believe him.

I am now free of all this, I have needed no medication besides prayer. I have made a truly remarkable recovery against all the odds. The answer has been prayer, prayer and more prayer!

If you are reading this and suffer from ‘mental illness’ that does not respond to medication, then perhaps what you need is prayer and deliverance. Evil does exist and we must fight with spiritual weapons!

Let us also pray that more people will rise up in the Church to help those afflicted by these types of mysterious illnesses, remembering that Jesus healed the sick, he cast out demons, he did not content himself to sit in a nice cosy room and read about it!

Thanks you Jesus for what you have done in my life, I pray that others my find hope and inspiration through my sharing.

God bless you,

Michael

Michael’s Testimony

16 Sun Dec 2012

Posted by michael4jesus in English

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I’m Michael and my entire life is dedicated to bringing the love and freedom of God to others.

With a background in finance at age 26 I became utterly disillusioned with life. Crippling anxiety attacks, confusion over sexuality, a well paid but high powered job that filled my wallet but left my heart empty. At the end of a 2 year battle that had me totally lose control, suicide became my friend. Mental health professionals all but killed me opening me up to the dangerous world of the occult in the name of therapy. My life hung by a thread as demons tried to push me over the edge.

Desperate I cried to God to help and stunningly one day not long afterwards Jesus and Mary appeared to be in a vision. They invited me to leaving my job and overnight trusting in God for all my material needs.

From that day 8 years ago God has blessed me with a deep fellowship with the Holy Spirit who has bee both my best friend and my teacher for 10 years. Jesus and Mary never left me even when many people and many priests were at an utter loss how to help me or even believe me.

In dreams, visions and many other spiritual phenomenon along with much reading and the support of christian communities especially in Australia Jesus and Mary brought enormous healing into my life and gave me the desire to reach out in love to share my life and hope with others who may feel lost or hopeless.

I spent most of the last 10 years overseas, France, India, Australia, back to Ireland for a season before leaving again for Europe and Medjugorje where I am now!

I’ll this blog I share some of what God has done on my life, what He has taught me and how He has healed me with the hope that He will touch you too and heal any areas of your life where you need hope!

Michael

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