Jesus came to the world disguised in humanity. It was impossible for anyone to have any idea who he was and even as his mother, I marvelled at his hiddenness and anonymity.
As my apostles of love my children, I desire to help you to find Jesus in the most unlikely and different people and to love them and help that Jesus like part of them to grow and develop.
You must never judge by appearances but you must rather discern with your hearts.
God my children knows everyone’s life from beginning to end and from those of you that have received a lot, a lot will be expected and from those who have received little, much less will be expected.
My children, how my motherly heart pines for those that are small and weak and have been trampled on by the world.
Smallness comes in many ways from poverty in material possessions, poverty in education and opportunities for growth, poverty in mind and body due to health problems and of course poverty in spirit for those who feel so weak and sensitive and unable to cope with life.
So many of my poor children get trampled on by those who have had greater opportunities or better health etc.
Look to Jesus as an example as to what to do with wealth!
Jesus, God, became poor by becoming man so as to share his wealth with you and raise you up with him to the glory of heaven.
Riches that you cannot share with the poor will destroy you! Power that you do not use yo help the weak will destroy you. Education that you cannot use to help others will destroy you!
Yes my children, the secret of heaven, of love is giving and giving all for others in love.
Reach out my children to the poor who do not know my son, look beyond physical appearances and lifestyles and search for the poverty of heart and you will become my perfect apostles of love“
‘My love my children is a piercing love that goes to the very depth of your souls.
It is a healing love, a transformational love, a purifying love and above all an unconditional love.
Only my love can live in your hearts if you want to be truly happy and this is why my love empties your hearts of everything that is not me.
For this I need your cooperation through your free will and especially through your daily acts of conversion and repentance.
My children, my love convicts you of your sins and unholiness not to humiliate you but on the contrary, to humble you so that from this place of need you may trust in my mercy to make you holy.
My children, seek my love, yearn to be saints, yearn to purge your souls of all unholiness, rejoice when you uncover your weakness so that my mercy may strengthen you even more.
Teach others to do the same and you will be my very special apostles of love and mercy for these times.‘
Heaven my children is a place of unimaginable joy of every sort. Even the greatest festivals on earth fade into absolute nothingness in comparison!
Heaven us a place of unfathomable energy! You may think because you do not see me now except in a static piece of bread that heaven is dull and boring but this is not the case!!
In heaven you will see me as I am and there will no longer be any need for my eucharistic presence!
You will sit in awe with the angels as you contemplate my very being and you will break into ecstatic raptures of music and dance as my love and joy pours over you.
Do not be fooled my children into thinking that there is anything dull or dreary about heaven because this is Satan’s way of distracting you.
The only troublesome part about heaven is the long and painful journey of getting there but like a mountain climber reaching his destination, the hard climb is soon forgotten when the joy from the mountain summit is experienced.
Set your eyes on heaven my children and when you feel discouraged, implore the intercession of the saints who have gone before you and know the journey even better now from heaven!‘
‘My children, how I love you and see so many of you struggling with your lives.
I do not remain indifferent my children but with very great love and care I intercede before the heavenly father for you for more help and grace just like a poor woman begging for food to feed her family!
My children, I do not always answer your prayers the way you would like and I understand that this makes it even more difficult for you to trust in me, especially when you suffer much and consolation seems absent.
Yet my children, I assure you that I hear and answer every prayer and I offer your prayers and sufferings to the Father through my heart.
It is hard for you to imagine or to understand the value of your prayers and sacrifices and if you did, your sufferings would become lighter.
Pray my children today for the grace to accept suffering joyfully as you meditate on the passion of Jesus and for the grace to trust in me, your heavenly mother, no matter what trial you are going through.‘
‘My child, do not worry about who reads these messages or whether or not they believe that they are from me! Simply write and share and I will do the rest.
My children, consider solar panels and wind turbines which are strategically placed to capture the energy of the sun or wind and then to convert it into electricity which can then be used to power all sorts of appliances!
As you watch your TV at home you would rarely consider the link between being able to watch it and the sun or wind or water or coal.
Similarly when you eat food! Your body obtains energy from the food while to your mind the food appears as an inanimate and dead object!
The same my children is true of my love. Just like the rays of the sun or the wind, it seems invisible and unrelated to normal and everyday life!
Yet just as the earth cannot survive without the sun, nor can your hearts survive without my love!!
What good is a solar panel placed in the darkness or or wind turbine placed in a calm place?!
Similarly, what good will you be my precious children if you hide from my love?
You will become like vehicles without a light, you will become like mobile phones without a sim card. Yes my children, you will become utterly useless and agents of darkness to both yourselves and others.
You will only be able to be my apostles of love if you fill your hearts with my love through much and regular prayer from your hearts.
Raise your hearts up to me my children, raise them up like a solar panel to the sun or a wind turbine to the wind.‘
‘Prayer my children is like sending a beautiful rose to heaven, prayer in a group of people united in one heart is like sending a great bunch of roses to heaven.
Prayer not only unites your hearts but it also unites your lives as you allow yourselves to love and to care for eachother.
That is why I repeat my children time and time again, that it is nor enough to pray but that you must pray and act!
Evangelisation is about this acting out of prayer, it’s about letting yourselves be used as instruments of love and healing in the world.
Consider the first disciples who went from town to town with Jesus and on their own proclaiming the good news and healing the sick.
Consider Saint Paul who travelled tirelessly despite untold rejection and consider all the missionary men and women down through the centuries!
They were all motivated by love and by the zeal and courage of the Holy Spirit despite the obvious risks to their lives.
My children, nothing has changed and it is the same Holy Spirit today that is raising up new missionaries of love to leave everything and to bring the good news of God’s love to unevangelised areas.
Pray my children both alone and together that your hearts may be open to love and to being used by God in new and challenging ways.‘
‘My children, often you will sit with me in prayer and feel nothing and sometimes you will feel and experience every sort of negative thought and distraction and feel like just leaving!
Fear not my children, this is normal just as it is normal in the gym or at work to struggle at times especially when put under extra stress.
Growth happens through this pain and death to the pangs of the senses which like to be entertained!
Prayer to the senses can be like drinking water when you are hungry, unsatisfactory!!
Yet prayer nurtures something far more important than the senses, it nurtures the spiritual soul.
The evil spirit will often try to distract you which is why you must be disciplined with prayer just like with any other human activity.
Perseverance over time yields enormous fruits not just for your own souls but also for your friends, families and the world.
Keep returning to me in prayer for I am gentle and understanding and forgiving and work in these silent and often painful ways to sanctify and purify your souls of all worldly and ungodly attachments.‘
‘So many of you have doubts as to whether or not I am really present in the Eucharist.
So many of my priests and bishops have these doubts too which is why so often their ministry is so dry and without apostolic zeal which comes from a live faith.
It is not a sin in itself to have doubts because doubts are a normal part of the spiritual journey but it quickly becomes a sin when doubts are entertained and agreed with.
Satan is the master of doubt and confusion which is why you need a simple and clear faith to defeat him.
You do not need to be able to scientifically provr that I exist and that I am present in the Eucharist, you can simply believe by faith.
I have granted so many eucharistic miracles to my church over the years to confirm again and again that I am truly present in the Eucharist and if you read the lives of the saints you will come across countless testimonies of my real presence in the eucharist.
Yet so many of you dismiss these miracles and treat the lives of the saints like fictional novels while you read all sorts of scientific journals that pile doubt upon doubt!
What shall I do with you? If salt loses its flavour it’s good for nothing only to be thrown out, if you lose your faith…..
Come back my children to the simplicity of prayer and to the teachings of the church and let me renew your faith in me.‘
My children, my apostles of love and light, you will face much opposition when you follow Jesus.
Think of a drunken man waking up in the morning and opening the curtains to a bright sunny day, the light pierces him and he closes them immediately!
Often too it will be this way with sin. So many are drunk with sin and your supernatural light and love will upset them and even revolt them.
Often they will reject you, they will close the door on you, cut communication with you and shut you off in whatever way they can.
Yet as the drunken man climbs back into his bed, he thinks of the light and in his heart he knows the he must face the day!
Similarly with those that reject you! Your light will cause them to think and to reflect and some of them will open their hearts and accept the light.
Pray, pray, pray! Pray for all those who reject you that they may open their hearts to the light and that your prayer and suffering may not be wasted.‘
On Eagle's Wings 